The Ambivert is back!

Bonjour!

It's been a year and now i'm back, from the journey of retrieving this account and now that i'm  here facing again the screen with my itchy fingers to type. There's a lot of thoughts that provoked me to write again, feeling so bliss inside, so excited to share my  thoughts, and rants and feelings na rin, phew! to my few readers-an imaginary readers (kunyari kasi  meron nalang talaga)-.

I will try to organize this account for my own sake, and also I want to practice my writing skills again, since I have a feeling na parang nabobo ako ngayon.(Wow! PARANG?!) I don't know why I am saying these such words just ignore this. And also rather than to rant in social media, why not here na lang? at least only few people can see my stupid non-sense rants, and thoughts. 

What will I start? ang dami kasi, basta bahala na diyan kung alin na ang mauuna :)

For now I will leave my welcome back remarks, stay tune, 1st comeback entry will be post as soon as possible!

                     

                       Au Revior! 

Spelling: Use the Words in Sentence (in a Funny Way)

hello everyone!

I just want it to write it here all the jokes na naiisip ko, because i'm reviewing for the spelling contest na sasalihan ko, and since nag rereview ako natutuwa akong gamitin yung mga words in a funny way, i know it's a kind a corny but still i'm going to put this into my entry! LOL!

annulet- (n.)a small ring

teacher: oh class! naintindihan niyo ba ang topic ngayong araw?
student 1: mam! annulet?

lol!

traipse- (v.) walk or tramp about

friend: Pre! anong "traipse" mo ngayon galawgaw ka eh! :3

lol ulit! xD

festoon- (n.) an embellishment consisting of a decorative representation of a string of flowers suspended between two points; used on pottery or in architectural work.

bata: lolo! yung "festoon" niyo po naiwan!

waaaah! lol 3x

fecund- (adj.) capable of producing offspring or vegetation.

friend: ay oh! grabe si bes! nagbibiro lang "fecund" agad! 

lol lol lol lol lol! 

savvy- (n.) the cognitive of someone who understands.

 "sus! naniniwala naman kayo sa "savvy, savvy" ng mga tsismosa diyan sa tabi tabi"

lol na 5x

calico- (n.) coarse cloth with a bright print.

" i hate him! "calico" mahal niya ako pero hindi pala! "

(aba! matinde!) 

canoe- (n.) small and light boat;

"hoy brad! tignan mo oh! ang daming magagandang "canoe". "

(luh! last na 'to!) waahahahaha

and yeah! coz I feel so sleepy na, so i'm gonna end this messy joke of mine! 

Well I made it just for fun, I don't care if you will get pissed or something, the most important for me is I already updated (sashing!) my blog again (with non sense thing LOL!) 

annyeonghigaseyo!

p.s I will join the contest for experience.

pp.s  And win for the cash price to buy a new phone!

ppp.s Fighting! lol!

-tinehinish

:3

Who Are You? a poem to someone that I don't know.

In the day that I'm so emotional

and i'm crying for no reason at all 

it feels like i'm searching for something 

that I couldn't understand.

The day when the weather

matches my soul.

There's a lot of question that I have keep on asking to my self

Why I'm feeling this way?

What is the meaning of this?

Where on the earth I could find the answer

and How?

I'm not in a hurry to find the answer for those questions

(i'm not hoping tho)

I'm wiling to wait until it comes,

but there's a question that keeps on bothering in my heart.

WHO?

Who are you? 

I know that you are the reason why i'm feeling this misery

What is your connection to my life?

Who are you?

Why are you making my life to be in mystery?

Did I met you before?

No matter what, i'm asking you this

when the day comes, 

if the deity allow us to meet

can you please make me happy?

treat me like I deserved to be happy,

Because at this moment

I feel so empty

and I know you're the one 

who gonna answer all of the questions

that inside of me.

I will wait for you.

MY MYSTERIOUS ONE.

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Maybe i'm just emotional now

that's why i'm writing this poem,

but I have an instinct

that someday, in spontaneous way 

I will met you.

Whether if it's true or not I will still

believe to this instinct.

-tin

2016 Christmas Thoughts

Annyeong!
😗😗😗😗😗


It's  less than an hour and it will be Christmas again! Time flies so fast.I know this must be the time to have fun with the family.But I still chose to sit in front of the laptop and write (type) of my thoughts. Well maybe because i feel like it's just a normal day, and for me everyday is a Christmas. Yes! kidding aside. As long as God is with me, my everyday essence of life is more than an essence of Christmas.

Memories, memories, memories, yeah, there's a lot of memories happened this year, whether good or bad, i'm still  thankful that all of this passed through my life. No regrets, I know God allowed this just to test my faith.


From the day 1 of this year until this day, i'm so thankful that God's hand still stretching towards me, and to my family as well.

I have no great wish, all I just want is, what almost people asking today, is "PEACE" and "TRUTHFULNESS" . Because all I can see now is how chaos is the world today, how liberated are people, and how everyone see the wrong becomes right in the sight of men.

There's no IMPOSSIBLE. YES!, I Strongly holding that faith.😊

But for now all i need is to sleep and take a huge of rest. hahaha. it's good idea that i have now rather than to eat a bunch. I've done enough of those kind of people keep on saying that I'm getting fat soooo, I gonna sleep now, and dream of my  oppas. hahaha.




Oh by the way my, JAGIYA😍😍😍 gonna greet you a HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ^_^
SARANGHAEYO!

When Sadness Strikes You for No Reason

I don't know why at this moment i feel suddenly blue. *SIGH

hopefully tomorrow when i woke up it will disappear.

I don't want to live with this kind of feeling.

Because it makes me feel Insane.

-tinehinish

Why I still have no Boyfriend? (A Confession vol. 1)

Annyeong!

This would be my first ever"Tagalog-English" blog.Since there's no further announcement yet of our exam in my other subject I decided to do this blog. *sigh 😔

Some of my friends, classmates, acquaintances, relatives, asked me, "why I still have no boyfriend"? At this age (oh! it hurts me a little, when the discussion is about of my age. Gudnes! 😭) dapat nasa isang relationship na daw ako. Kasi almost Ng mga ka edad ko may boyfriend na, may asawa at pamilya na nga ang iba. Konti nalang kaming natitirang "single". I don't understand those kind of people, parang gustong gusto nilang magmadali ako sa bagay na yan. Well in other side napapaisip ako. But still! this is not a reason to make my self rush for that thing. I do have a lot of dreams to pursue. And maybe because I learned a lot from my pasts.

~the confession~

When I was in my high school days. Gustong gusto ko Ng magka boyfriend, kaya pag may nanligaw basta bet ko go ako, since im still young at that time, at super pabebe pa, nauuna talaga ang emotions before anything else. Naiintindihan ko ang mga teenager ngayon, tho hindi naman lahat longing sa tinatawag na "storge love" or anything pero gusto lang talaga nila ma experience ang mag ka boyfriend (and im one of them "before") Yung feeling na may ka HHWW, may maglalambing sayo, and so forth. And also I can't blame them now, dahil sa nakikita nila thru social media sites and television.

 So yun dahil nauuna nga ang emotion kaysa sa mind, because of that  all of my past relationships didn't work out, it got ruined. Most of the time  I'm making a decision ng di napagiisipan ng maraming beses, madami din akong nasaktan,at maraming beses din akong nasaktan. But now Im regretting all of it. Hindi ako nakinig sa mas nakakatanda sa akin, mas inuna ko ang emotion ko rather than to listen to them, and also ang inggit ko sa mga co teenager ko na may partner (before) and also  I don't even think for my future, basta before ang alam ko about sa future ay yung makakasama ko forever.

Dahil excited tayo pumasok sa isang relationship nakakalimutan natin ang una dapat nating gawin, dapat kinikilatis muna nating mabuti ang makakapartner natin. Kaya karamihan nauuwi sa  heartbreak kasi kulang tayo sa idea ng paano ang magkilatis ng mamahalin natin. Basta nalang tayo naniniwala sa mga mabulaklak nilang pangako, at dahil kinikilig naman tayo yun "grab the opportunity", hindi na natin napagiisipan ng madaming beses. Basta pag na inlove tayo di na natin iniisip ang magiging future, kasi tiwala tayo sa kanila.

But for now, i can't say that im matured enough, but when it comes to love life, pinag iisipan ko muna ng "million times" lahat ng magiging possibilities, before to enter the relationship again, so if ever na dumating na ang perfect time alam ko na ang gagawin ko. Simula kasi ng nag seryoso ako sa totoong minahal ko, na akala ko siya na talaga pero hindi pala. Sobrang nasaktan talaga ako at alam kong given na yun(ayoko ng ungkatin yung kwento masyadong mahaba 😂) at nahirapan akong mag move on.

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So the time comes I prayed to God.  I surrendered my heart to him, and let him to work on it. Sinarado ko muna ang puso ko para sa bagay na yun (love life). And now i'm patiently waiting for his perfect time para sa darating na nilaan niya para sa akin, i'm not in a hurry. Maybe he allowed those things to happened because he has a purpose, and because of that, now I learn how to wait patiently, how to enjoy my single life, how to trust him when it comes to these thing, he created me, he owns me so I know that he knows what is the best for me.And I know that he knows what kind of man that I wanted to live forever and I also know that he will give the man that will deserve my love, the God fearing man to take care of me and for our future family, the right man 👨who will choose God first before anything else, the God fearing man who will put God as a center of our relationship. And also I know sa paghihintay kong ito, everything will be worth it and perfect👌

However im still in the chapter of processing, getting my heart to be ready for the next chapter of my life . But for now , masaya ako sa nangyayari ngayon 😊  na eenjoy ko lahat ng bagay sa mundong ito. Though sometimes may mga di talaga magagandang nangyayari but I know its part of being a human 😂😂😂 .  I'm studying hard for my future, gusto kong ma achieve lahat ng goals ko, specially yung nasa bucket list ko. 😊 i'm looking forward to my next chapter and it makes me feel more excited 😄.

To all girls out there, specially the "single ladies" let God hold your heart,no need to be rush, wag kayong ma pressure sa mundong to,i-enjoy muna ang single life 😊  darating din tayo sa time na yan,  kung nakikita  na ni Lord na ready na tayo at mature na tayo para mag handle ng relationship. He will give the man who will deserve your love. Just trust him. If it is hard for you, just think of your future, hindi siya gagawa ng ikakasama natin. Believe me you everything will be perfect as long as you trust him 😊 

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before I end, I gonna leave you this verse. I'm hoping that it will be helpful for everyone 😊

I admonish you, O maidens of Jerusalem, by the gazelles and by the young does of the open fields: "Do not awake or arouse love until it pleases!"

Songs of Solomon 3:5

Till next blog guys, I hope nakatulong ako. 😊  love yeah all!

~tinehinish

A Morning Like This.

A great morning to all of us!

 I know not all of us having a great day today, but I just wanna post something makes me feel happy today, I hope it will help and to encourage others to change their cynical view for "morning".

 Because for me "morning" is a great part of our daily lives. Tho some of us doesn't wake up in the morning due they sleep late or they just dont want to wake up early.

"Morning" It is important to me because every time I wake up, i feel so blessed,loved.and important. Because God gave me another morning, another day to live on, that's why "morning" is an important yet the best part day for me.

 "Morning" it all starts here, it will show what kind of the day will be going through.
Everytime I heard the "cookoo" of rooster, the birds humming, my heart flutters. It feels like they talking to me, saying that "another day is coming, get up and do something great today".haahahaha kinda weird but it means a lot for me.

 "Morning" makes me appreciate even those small things are important to our lives, God didn't put things in our life to be useless all of them has their own use.

A Morning Like This

I have my own definition of my "morning" and im always wanting for this kind of "morning" which are:
Rain
Sitting near the window and having a reverie
Hot Choco
Pancakes/ waffles/ bread 
Delicious Food cooked by Mom 
Good Sounds
PJ
Reading word of God

-kinda weird but this is kind of a "morning" i've always wanting, i feel the peace, and forget all the problems,bad things that happened from the yesterday.



 So whatever kind of "mornings" that we have, we should be glad because God gave us another day to make our wrongs to turn it right, just be courage, ask for his wisdom and guidance, "everything has a purpose". If things turns bad, don't lose hope it's just a trial, he's just saying that you must trust him, because he is our God. He know what he's doing. Yeah, sometimes we didn't understand his ways, but we must trust him, he always doing what is the best for us.

 But then, I hope through this blog, I can help you to appreciate why  "morning" is important to us. :)



P.S I know it's a kinda late for this morning. But still hoping that you guys like it! Till next time!

kamsahamnida!

-tinehinish